Pain

Remember in my other post I talked about a certain person who helped me get through fighting for my freedom and fighting my pain and past? Well, he's my best friend and ex-boyfriend. Yes, I said ex..he broke up with me today and it hurts so much..especially since he's my best friend. Because I'm still talking with him and every time I do I remember that he broke up with me. The reason why he broke up with me is ridiculous but, I've already forgiven him. That's the first step to getting over your pain and sorrow. Forgiveness. If you don't forgive then you can't move on because your stuck in the past. I had to forgive the man who raped me so I could move on with my life and follow my dreams. I have to forgive my father every time he hits me or my stepmom. Because if I don't then I would hate him and hate is another way of being stuck in the past. I have to forgive the kids who use to bully me and the "Men" who would sexually harass me because if I don't then I'd feel worthless.
As for the second step to let go of your pain? You have to figure that out for yourself. It's different for everyone. Good luck fellow Lilys of Chastity. My prayers are with you.
                
                                        Rosie